Secret My Passion gig, January 19th in Hitchin? Young Guns as the support act? HELL YES! I'm so there! It sure beats the Kerrang tour, where I would have had to see two bands that I despise, just to see two bands I like. This gig is a Godsend from Anubis, I'm sure of it ;D It was *made* for me! So I'm there. Laurence knows I'm there. I told him so today, not that he cares. I might buy him a tutu, seeing as he liked mine so much.

....Ok, that last bit was a lie.

Anywhore, I'm in a bit of a shit one today cause of the boring monotony of my so-called life. I feel so constrained and trapped here. I wish somehow I could get a break, so I can achieve what I want and get the hell out of this place and get away from the people that just drag me down and hold me back. I'm sick of every day being a fight, and I'm sick of having to try so hard to get nowhere. Is it so much to ask for an interesting life?

Fucksake. I can't even articulate how I'm feeling.
That is how bored I am of everything in this shitty thing called my life.

Ciao baby.